I need a good vent today.
I need to vent about 80 some odd things.
About how people telling you your finding "fault"--and actually finding fault in you.
About how some people are convinced that if they just ignore the problems in this world--they will all go away.
About how those same people judge others like myself, who hit problems "head on"--by recognizing them, acknowledging that they are there, pointing them out (you know, the elephant in the room types like me), and DEALING with them---are some how the one's in the "wrong"--or the "judgemental" types--when really--isn't it the one's who refuse to change and recognize their PART in the problem who really have the "problem"?
I need to vent about when you're told one thing (like a place, or a date), and then dealing with the frustration when that place or date is changed either at the last minute (place), or early (date)--leaving you "up a creek"--I hate that!
I need to vent about about what it's like to still be living in boxes.
I need to vent about how much it hurts to be the one blamed for the "problems"--when I'm actually the one who points them out. Ya--that's a fun position to perpetually be in. One of those double-edged sword spiritual gift like problems.
I need to vent about dealing with those who accept the "status quo" as the "only" way--when it truly becomes the "wrong" way once some people hold to it like it's the only tree standing in a tsunami!!! Seriously!!!
And--I really need to vent about these types of people--who claim to represent the same religion I belong to. They claim to represent the doctrine our Saviour taught--when in reality--if I didn't know better than to choose to not become offended (although obviously--I do need to vent)---I'd love to get out that actual doctrine (which I've read and studied almost daily since 17--and no--I'm not bragging--just pointing out a truth) and show them where they're wrong.
And--lastly--I'd just like to point out that I know that none of you reading this vent have any idea what I'm talking about--and are not involved in any of this at all.
I just really needed to vent!!! Forgive me please!
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